|David and Kona|
|At the beach -- that's David on the left side, way down there in the water!|
So now I'm alone again and I tell you, I am still not handling any of this well. Yesterday, I ran into a old neighbor (from our old neighborhood) at the dog park and after telling him that Bob died, Boomer died, etc. he got all excited and told me "You have a NEW LIFE, a NEW HOUSE, and NEW DOG!" and that this was a "TIME OF OPPORTUNITY!!" for me and I should embrace it as a good thing.
Oh my --- I wish I could feel that way, but mostly, I spend my days crying and just getting through, doing what I have to. And feeling alone, lonely and watching way too much ID (Investigation Discovery) Channel -- just because it makes me feel better --- I mean, my life might suck but at least I don't have any decapitated heads buried in my garage! ha!
And I miss Bob, so so very much....
And I don't know how to go on/if I can go on without him. I am really not doing so well, at all.
Did sign up for a grief support group --- starts next week.