First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who left such wonderful comments on my last blog post. You all have kept me going this past week. And I really appreciate it.
Then, this morning, I logged on and found a new comment. Comment #32. Which, besides being nasty, basically sounds like a death threat...
I was going to delete it. But then, I tracked it back through my site meter and I know who the author is---
I won't say her name here, but let me say it's really quite sad.
I left the comment for everyone to view. I really don't know what this person is talking about i.e.: "monetary value" I "cheated the State for"? huh? Bob never got any benefits from the state except share of cost Medicaid, which, by the by, true to form, they want to be reimbursed for every penny now that he's deceased.... and they will be. And Social Security already pulled Bob's last check, as he did not live out the full month of May. (Note to everyone: if you're going die, die on the first of the month!)
So anyway, I left the comment in case anything happens to me, the police will be able to track her down through my computer.
Meanwhile, I went to the grief support group yesterday, which left me so emotionally raw and shaking, that I bolted out the door at the end. I probably should've stayed and talked to the other two widows there, but there's always next time, I guess.
This is going to be a hard month, as September 16th will be our 21st wedding anniversary.
Trying to take it one day at a time.